My Life...My Bothering Week..

My Bothering Week...

        It’s almost a week since my last update. Madami na nangyari...

And here my story, my bothering week.

After that night, my interrogation night, remember? Lagi na tuloy ako kinakamusta ni Ate psychologist. And then I realized that I pay so much attention for him , it’s EA.

Then about kay FRIEND...

        Ilang weeks din ang nagdaan pero di pa rin kami nag-uusap. And guess what? Every lessons of our teacher in values laging napapasok ang tungkol sa friendship...Lagi ko tuloy nasasabi sa katabi ko na “ duguan na ako eh!!).

        According to our topic the opposite of love is not HATRED, it is APATHY. Kaya daw kasi tayo nagagalit sa isang tao o sa isang kaibigan kasi daw mahal natin sila.And I realized na kaya di nagkakaintindihan kasi gusto natin  gawin sa friend natin na yung  ideal na friend na gusto natin. Dapat na lang natin tanggapin kung sino sila at paano sila maki salamuha sayo.

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About kay EA?

        uhmmm......

        Tagal mag-isip no?

        Honestly speaking. Parang ayaw ko na sya pag-usapan...Kasi naman useless lang ang lahat!!!:-(

        But sa totoo lang nabuo lang din naman to because of him.

Ngayon?...

        ah! tama I remember something.

        One time I laundry my clothes, and my Ate Nursing teased us. Eh sabi ko sa sarili ko pagnakipaglokuhan ulit sya sasakyan ko nlang.

        ganito kasi yun...

        Sabi  nya sino ba ‘tong ***(it’s my name).

        Then I said bkit ba ako na lang lagi mong nkita?

        Sabi ni Ate “oo nga naman. Namiss mo agad  sya.”

        Then yun niluko-luko na kami.

        Tapos nag aact sya na nasusuka sa mga sinasabi ni Ate.

        Then sabi ko  “kung gaano kadami sinuka mo, mas doble yung sakin.”

At ngayon ang pansin ko pagmadaming tao kaming kaharap di nya ako pinapansin...

Pero pagpahuli ...ahmmm..minsan pinapansin..

BASTA PARA SAKIN NAG-IBA NA ANG LAHAT...

**huh!!! Actually natatakot ako baka kasi mabasa nya ‘to.

at mahulaan nyang sxa ang tinutukoy ko... L**

My Creations...Tell Me Why...

Tell Me Why...

Why are some people so unfair
Even when you're hurt they don't care
They judge you by your outside
Even they don't know you inside.

Please tell me why,
Why they're so judgemental
They never mind
If they offended someone.

I know God is always on your side
To comfort you and guide
Get strength from him and be strong
So that your life will prolong.

My Creations...Without You...

Without You...

Oh!My father
I miss you, Im so lonely
I talk to the flowers and trees 
like the crazy men in the cities.

When Im sad , I look to the window
Thinking my happiest moment with you
And when the night comes I look in the sky
To look for a falling star, to wish you are in my side.

When I have a problem
Im looking for a friend
But my father is the bestfriend 
whom i can told my problem.

My Creations...Love on the Airplane

Love on the Airplane...

I see you like an airplane
and I dont know what to feel.
I want to be close with you 
but you have someone else.

Now I'm like a passenger of an airplane 
that crush on the mountain
And I don't know if I survive
in this problem.

I choose to go away
And find someone who will love me.
I wish you wil be happy
with your future honey.

My Creations...Iam..

"Iam"


I'm not as INTELLEGENT as Isaac Newton,
but I can make my quizzes perfect.
Im not as CREATIVE as Leonardo Da Vinci,
but I can draw my favorite anime.
I can't LIGHT UP your house like Thomas Alva Edison.
but I can light up your life to become a better person.


I can't CURE your diseases like Alexander Flemming,
but I can heal your wounded heart to make you happy again.
I'm not as RICH as Bill Gates,
but Im rich by the love of my family and by God.
Im not as HOLY as Mother Teressa,
but I know who is God to my life.

Even if Iam not famous,perfect and
I dont have everything I want.
Iam always feel that Iam bless
Bless to have an ability and talent
that God gave to me.
To have a family that always guide me to do the right.

Im just nothing to compare.
Nothing but I can make a change.
This is ME
accept ME the way Iam.

My Life... Losing a Friend...

Losing a Friend...

September 25,2011

        One of my unforgettable day ever...

        Morning palang stress na because of due date of passing of my program in Turbo C. I was surprised when HE chat me and asking my forgiveness. At first I just answer  ............ but in the end I said to him na kung ang Dyos nga nagpapatawad ako pa kaya..

        Pagdating ng gabi...

Nakatxt ko sya...Here are some of our conversations...

Ako: nagtampo kasi kami sayo eh....

Sya: bakit naman...

Ako: (ang tagal ko magreply kasi iniisip ko kung sasabihin ko ba o hindi)

        Kasi parang iba yung purpose mo pagpumupunta dito...

Sya: (ang tagal din nya magreply then...)

        Hoi wag mung ipamukha sken na ang habol ko ay yung Wi-Fi. Eh ano pang purpose ng pagbisita ko dyan? Di b dhil sa nyong dlawa ni _____[my cousin]?:(

        That our first conversation...

        I decided not to tell all of our conversation...

        Unang txt palang nya sobrang shock ko...

        Grabe!!!!

        Then my mga unlucky happinings pa sa tabi tabi ko...

        Sobrang bigat ng loob ko ng mga sandaling yun... i want to cry but tiniis ko muna dahil may mga kausap pa ako..

        I think after ng 2^nd reply nya... dun di ko na kinaya...

I said  sa kausap ko... sandali lang di ko na kaya,...(sobra nga nakakahiya kasi may pinapaliwanag yung katabi ko tapos biglang akong tumayo at umalis)...

Anyway my point is di naman yun talaga yung pinaka problem ko eh.... para kasing ang sama tingnan na pupunta sya dito sa bahay tapos gagabihin pa sya... Tapos parang wala lang  di kami nag eenjoy parang sya lang... Although not all the time...

        Yun ewan ko kung yun parin ang dating nun sakanya...

Then Monday morning..

        Wala kaming teacher sa first subject namin...

        But may activity kami then one of my classmate notice na matamlay ako at medyo pugto pa ang mata. Actually di pa nga ao nakapagretouch at muntik pa malate. Kala nga nya may sakit ako eh. I appreciate yung care naman nya. Then may nag sabi ng reason kung bakit ako ganun.

        Dito nagsimula ang lahat...

        May something rin kasi sila kaya naman feeling ko ginamit ni J yung problem ko para lang malapitan nya si R... Pero binalaan ko si J na wag nya susugudin si R pero lumapit parin sya. Nabigla  one of my group mate said na magkasama sila...

        Grabe tinakbo ko mula 3^rd floor pababa kasi akala ko andun sila... Then pagpasok ko sa room namin yun andun sila.. At umiiyak na si R. Grabe tapos ako pa sinisisi ng iba naming classmate. Nagsorry naman ako pero di ko alam kung narinig nya yun,...

>>>wala na tapos na!!!!!yun nalang naisip ko...

>>>umiyak nanaman AKO dahil sa lalake... not because of love but because of FRIENDSHIP....

>>ANG HIRAP NG GANITO YUNG ALAM MO NA MAY SOMETHING...SINO ANG KAKAIN NG PRIDE AKO NANAMAN BA TULAD NG LAGI KONG GINGAWA? DAHIL AYAW KO MAWALA YUNG FRIENDSHIP...PERO ANO IISIPIN MO NA GUILTY TALAGA AKO...PERO PAG NAKIKITA NAMAN KITA PARANG WALA NAMAN YUN SAYO..PARANG DI MO PINUPROBLEMA...SABAGAY SINO BA NAMAN AKO.... L

>>>SANA MABASA MO ‘TO...