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Why I didn’t I understand boys???

                     BOYS...

                                                BOYS...

                                                                    BOYS...

>>>>QUESTIONS<<<

Why they always feel me upset??? L

                Is it like ME, I don’t understand boys, and they don’t understand girls???

                        Bakit masyado silang feeling???

>>>>>>HERE ARE SOME OF MY EXPERCIENCE TOWARD BOYS<<<<<<

SEPTEMBER 2, 2011

FRIDAY

        BADTRIP AKO...

                Di ko alam kung bakit...

                        Basta natatandaan ko lng nagshare si friend about boys na naiinis sya...

Taz di ko na alam nanyari sa akin...

        Sa madaling salita na baptrip din ako...

                Dun ko lang nalalaman NAKAKAHAWA PALA ANG BADTRIP??? SIGURO LAHAT NG NEGATIVE CHARGES AND ENERGIES NYA NAPAPUNTA SAKIN...

Then after nun...

        A guy approach me and asking something[no need to mention] he called me by my SURNAME...

        I DONT KNOW TO MY SELF BUT NABUGNOT AKO...

        BUT THIS IS NOT MEANT THAT I’M NOT PROUD TO WHAT FAMILY I HAVE...

        BASTA I FEEL AWKWARD TO HEEEAAAAAAAR IT IN NOT A FORMAL DAYS..

        NASA BAHAY LANG NAMAN AKO...

        DI KO NAMAN SYA TEACHER...

THEN AFTER NUN...

Sabi ko... “Can you please don’t call me by my surname?[ENGLISH PA YUN...]”

Sabi nya... “ano?” [sabay upo sa silya]

Then another guy joined us in our discussion...

Other guy... “Pare kanina pa yan badtrip..?”

        HALATA PALA NILA EH!!!

        BAKIT SILA GANUN???

        THEY ALWAYS APPROACH ME IN A WRONG TIME..

Sabi nya... [TUNGKOL DUN SA SINABI KO] “BAKIT GA? No ga masama? Na badtrip ka na agad narinig mo lang na may katabi si OTHER GUY KAGABI!!!”

        LALO AKO NA BADTRIP...

         /*oo narinig ko sila nag uusap eh ano naman... i don’t care kung may kasama sila..*/

        LILINAWIN KO LANG BADTRIP NA AKO NG LAPITAN NILA DI DAHIL SA REASON NA BINANGGIT NILA...

Sabi ko... “Hindi... hindi ...hindi ...hindi ako badtip...Hoy!!! di ako badtrip ah...!!!”

        KAHIT SA TOTOO BADTRIP AKO...

        PERO DI SILA NANINIWALA...

Sabi ko... “wrong timing kasi kayo!!”

Sabi nya... “eh kelan yung right time...”

                After nun medyo nagkagulo na...

Medyo nagsisigawan pero medyo may tawa pang kasama. Tapos umalis sila sa harap ko...

        Dun ko naisip kung bkit d ko maintindihan ang mga boys...

>>>AND I COME-UP WITH THESE REASONS<<<

ü  BECAUSE MANY OF MY FRIENDS ARE GIRLS...

ü  SINCE ELEMENTARY BOYS ARE NOT APPROACHING ME..

ü  SOMETIMES I THINK THEY ARE JUST GIVING A FAVOR TO THOSE GIRLS THAT MOST ATTRACTIVE.

ü  I’M NOT CLOSED TO BOYS...[MEDYO NGAYON COLLEGE LANG AKO NAGKAKARON NG FRIENDS NA BOYS..]

***WHAT EVER REASONS I HAVE...MAYBE I NEED TO GIVE MY SELF A TIME TO UNDERSTAND THEM LITTLE BY LITTLE...LIKE WHAT I’VE SAID THEY ARE BOYS NOT A GIRLS...***